I've rewritten this a number of times and probably don't have it right yet. There really are a lot of gnarly issues here, and I am not trying to insult anyone or to lecture, but to explain as best I can what I've learned from talking with folks, including what happened OOCly. The facts are derived from the good people of Puddleby, if there are mistakes in the information below, those mistakes are entirely mine. (IC Dean Fiona of the University of Puddleby asked me to investigate what happened.)
Above all other considerations, if Drablak, Feodoric or Lily decide to leave Clan Lord because of what happened, I will personally suffer a great loss and I believe our community will as well.
However, I don't think it was anyone's intent to drive them away and I truly thank everyone who has either apologized or written their support to urge them to stay, it is helping more than you know. Well done. Please keep it up.
Also, I think it is important to know that this is not just about what happened during the field trip (the Daimoth/Stinkfist/Drablak incident), but also because of the insults and disrespect and demeaning attacks on Drablak, Feodoric, and Lily on the Sentinel and in game that they endured for at least two full weeks prior to the trip.
Given the amount of personal time the Hel Tree Order (especially Feodoric, Drablak, and Lily) have put in for the UP course and the grief they had to endure for it, I would not blame them if they decide to go.
You should know that they are not the ones threatening or offering drama. I'm to blame for that. The only reason that you know that Drablak, Feodoric, and Lily are seriously considering leaving is because I made it known to you. I thought that many of you would want the opportunity to make your feelings known to them because, again, I don't believe that this was the outcome anyone wanted.
Drablak, Feo and Lily were just going to leave quietly after saying goodbye to their friends. It was no threat, They had been bullied for weeks following the decision to only make amulets on the University of Puddleby Field Trip. It was not just one person, it was too many people. One person, even two, they would have shrugged it off and dealt with it. The IC event with Stinkfist and Daimoth was just the straw that broke the camel's back. In many ways, the pre-trip grieving was worse.
A University of Puddleby class is not just a hunt. It took Feodoric no less than 10 hours per class to prepare, and Drablak and Lily a similar amount of time to help organize. This doesn't include the class itself. They would do research on the topics, discuss and write content, gather materials, recruit fighters and healers sufficient to support the number of weak players who would have a hard time handling the EP. That is a LOT of time to put in, almost a week of a full time job.
Further, a UP class isn't a clan activity where folks take on a challenge like the EP as a well-coordinated group, hand selected for their skills, attitudes, compatibility and teamwork. It isn't even an open hunt by an experienced group like Open Hands or NNK where strong coordinated support is available to shepherd the weak players. A UP class is open to all and you work with who shows up. That makes it difficult to manage in ways you probably understand better than I do.
One of the reasons that the UP classes stopped a couple of years ago is because it is a LOT of work. There is no such thing as a perfect time for a class. No matter when it is, someone's time zone will be left out.
But all in all, in this case, the grieving took place around one central theme: The decision of Hel Tree Order (Drablak, Feodoric, Lily) to only make amulets during the forge run.
Because they are such good role players, Lily offered an IC reason for that, and quite an interesting one, to liven up the real reasons, namely the UC was focusing on the amulets because they would be needed for subsequent classes and not enough people had one. Hel Tree Order spent a lot of their time collecting materials for everyone and thank you to all who donated materials for this purpose.
I have had individuals say "But I only wanted a portal island key" or "i only wanted an EPS." The problem was there were a LOT of individuals making requests of them. Too many for them to handle. So they devised an IC reason to say no.
Then, a number of players attacked them for that decision. Yet … it was Hel Tree Order's right to organize their hunt any way they wanted. If they only wanted to craft amulets for left handed zo's, that would have been well within their rights to do. It was their hunt.
Think about it, if you were organizing a hunt and a bunch of people came to you and said "Change your priorities and accommodate our needs at our convenience", how would you respond?
I've been told that the reason some people were so annoyed and felt justified in grieving is that there were too few trips to the EP Forge to make essential things like Ethereal Portal Stones and that it is the mystics' duty to do this for them, or what else are they good for? Hmmm ...
I'm scratching my head over that one. I read the posts and all who protested were strong fighters who had a network of strong fighters and healers either in their clans or among their friends or both. Why not just organize an EP hunt at your convenience and at a time that works for you?
The answer that I've gotten to that question is that mystics weren't available. I've asked around among the mystics and find that they are rarely asked for their support to go to the EP forge - but that they would love the opportunity to go to the forge more often!
Now this next part is speculation on my part. I do not know this for a fact because I'm not a mystic, but I suspect that mystic forge crafting is like any other skill. It takes a trainer, and the mystics have to earn ranks, probably by crafting items at the forge. Which means that if you want devices made in the future, it might be good to give mystics an opportunity to improve their skills with more forge trips that you organize.
However, Feo, Drablak and Lily were grieved even after they informed everyone that there would be other mystics on the EP field trip who could craft items for them. About then, it started becoming too much.
By the way, I did not know any of this because I don't read the Sentinel (because I am uncomfortable with the amount of flaming) and so I didn't see the response that Feo, Lily and Drablak were enduring. They never complained to me about it. Not once.
But it became too much. No one except Gloria came to their defense (thank you Gloria!) and they started wondering if the majority of people felt as the grievers did, and that all that they accomplished with their attempts at classes was a waste of their own time and the enmity of those they had considered friends.
So, even if they decide to stay, I don't know whether Feodoric or anyone will want to continue UP classes. It is a LOT of work, and there is only so much punishment volunteers can take before deciding that donating their free time is no longer worth the effort. Given the number of people who attended the classes, they got far more grief than thanks and far more criticism than kudos. They deserve better.
These good people have been exceptionally generous with their time and talents. They are kind and gracious to all, and imaginative and talented role players. They are the kind of players that make Clan Lord transcend all other games. We put a great deal of our human selves into it. Often, our actions impact the clickers, as much as or more, than they affect the characters. This issue is not about IC. It is about OOC. Real people being hurt.
If all of them decide to leave, the impact on the rest of us (and we are many) who love their kind of play and love spending time with them (both the clickers and the characters) is devastating. But I would not blame them for going.
However, I also want to say that I hope that Daimoth, Stinkfist, Wangah Rah, Malkor and the other wicked characters we love to spar with don't turn into choir boys over this. Something electric and exciting would leave the game if our bad boys and girls decide to leave the dark side.
And I sincerely want to thank Daimoth and Stinkfist for their truly honest attempts to make amends to Drablak, Feo and Lily OOC and to thank all of you who wrote publicly supporting them. As Drablak said last night "It made me go from determined to leave to considering staying."
Your kind words and your support are making all the difference. I think that Drablak, Feo, and Lily are reconsidering. I urge you to read their posts at
http://h3o.ca/bb/viewtopic.php?f=6&t=362&p=844#p844
At least, I hope they are reconsidering.
If they decide to stay, I for one intend to fight this out IC where it belongs, with high drama and low cunning and skullduggery, as Gaia intended.
Lily, Drablak, Feodoric -- Don't go. We need you.
Sincerely,
Harper