Yar! Hello everyone,
There has been much confusion in the last weeks concerning myself and my status within the Mystic Guild. As promised I will be making the facts known here, for all to see.
In the nearly two years since my return I have seen much and learned many things about the Guild. When I returned I held many views on the Guild and ideas on how my perceived problems should be addressed and now, after many months, I have begun to see things differently. Situations and obstacles that once seemed clear began to change and become out of focus. I thought about what could be causing this change. I examined all of the possible contributors that I saw in an effort to find the answers that I sought. Slowly I began to realize that the reasons for the changes lie not from outside circumstances but from within my own mind. I realized that while I retained much knowledge of the guild and all of my powers that I had grown separate from the Guild. That I had lost perspective on the Guild.
For a period of time I thought about how to best address my disconnection from the guild. Many possibilities came to mind but one stood out more than the others. One offered an absolute guarantee to solve the problem that I saw within myself. And thus the decision was made for me. I would seek to restart on my path. I would return to the very beginning. I sought council with the Gods and was granted my wish. A new beginning. a second opportunity for myself and for the Guild.
Out of the black abyss I have risen again a humbler and hopefully wiser Apprentice. I carry with me a single memento from my past. A reminder of what I am capable of and a goal for me to return to. I cannot promise success but I will make one promise to those that have shown support for me in the recent years. I promise that I shall not quit in my journey and I will follow my path unto its end.
There has been much confusion in the last weeks concerning myself and my status within the Mystic Guild. As promised I will be making the facts known here, for all to see.
In the nearly two years since my return I have seen much and learned many things about the Guild. When I returned I held many views on the Guild and ideas on how my perceived problems should be addressed and now, after many months, I have begun to see things differently. Situations and obstacles that once seemed clear began to change and become out of focus. I thought about what could be causing this change. I examined all of the possible contributors that I saw in an effort to find the answers that I sought. Slowly I began to realize that the reasons for the changes lie not from outside circumstances but from within my own mind. I realized that while I retained much knowledge of the guild and all of my powers that I had grown separate from the Guild. That I had lost perspective on the Guild.
For a period of time I thought about how to best address my disconnection from the guild. Many possibilities came to mind but one stood out more than the others. One offered an absolute guarantee to solve the problem that I saw within myself. And thus the decision was made for me. I would seek to restart on my path. I would return to the very beginning. I sought council with the Gods and was granted my wish. A new beginning. a second opportunity for myself and for the Guild.
Out of the black abyss I have risen again a humbler and hopefully wiser Apprentice. I carry with me a single memento from my past. A reminder of what I am capable of and a goal for me to return to. I cannot promise success but I will make one promise to those that have shown support for me in the recent years. I promise that I shall not quit in my journey and I will follow my path unto its end.
